Internal Sunshine

I'm so used to producing advice for people; not to say that I'm all knowing or anything, I sometimes just feel the need to give my thoughts on particular situations in peoples' lives where I might be helpful in their execution of a decision. Well, as it is simple and thoughtless to offer my words, I have forgotten how useful these suggestions could be, when applied to my own life. After having a conversation with my cousin who needs a boost of self-confidence, I took a step back and reevaluated my own emotional stance on life at the moment. Lately I've felt the desire for closeness and vulnerable towards gloominess. Of course this is human nature and noone enjoys putting gas in their car alone (maybe that's just me.) I listened to myself; happiness is within you and not until you are happy with yourself can being with someone else make you happy; once you achieve your inner-love, everything will fall into place.... I took a nice, long walk today, got honked at, boosted my self-esteem, lost some calories, and had fun. Today was another fulfilling day. I feel beautiful.