Cover Ups

My nails are officially removed. It's like i'm subconsciously frightened of the whole moving thing, school thing. It has to be hidden deep in the confusing thing that is my mind because what I openly feel is excitement not anxiety. I've waited for this day my entire life: the day I move out of my Mother's house, my physical independence; yet, why am I internally bursting?

My beautiful sister took me out today. We fulfilled our, you could say, "childhood deficiency." We took image shots. You know? The ones that make you look powdery; it's kind of like your face has been brushed over with donut glaze. It was awesome.

After Sharpstown Mall she took me out to Carrabbas Italian Food. It was my third restaurant dinner in two days! Am I popular or what? I love her so much and I'm going to miss her. I love our conversations. I think we're going to be business partners one day, but I'm going to have to make all the decisions because I'm the bossy one. Maybe we'll own a magazine or something. I'm going to miss my whole family so much. My poor Mama's going to be by herself. I'll call often.